Alex Latotzky

Claude os, aperi oculo

Everyone who grew up in East Germany (aka GDR) is familiar with the novel "Naked Among Wolves" by Bruno Apitz who tells the story of Jerzy Zweig, the "Child of Buchenwald". It was obligatory reading in (the communist run) East German schools. But who in the GDR knew that there were children living in Buchenwald, Sachsenhausen und the other former concentration camps after WW II as well. Children, who were born there, lived there - and sometimes even died there. They were as innocent as Jerzy Zweig and all the other prisoners in the Nazi concentration camps.

I am one of these children. I was born in 1948 in the Soviet special camp of Bautzen. At the age of only eight weeks my mother and I were moved to the camp at Sachsenhausen where I spent my first years until 1950 - together with many other children. With the dissolution of the camps the women and children were handed over to the East German authorities and sent to the prison at Hoheneck. Here the children were separated from their mothers for many years and, in some cases, forever.

Since the fall of the Berlin Wall I have been compiling a history of these events and was able to find more than 70 children with stories similar to mine. Not all of them survived that time, but since 1998 I have been organizing annual reunions at the former camps and prisons which today serve as memorials.
History can be best understood when one can quote from real-life personal experiences. Therefore I will describe a true case for condemnation and what could be better than my own story.

After the war my mother lived with my grandmother in Berlin. She was 19, almost 20 years old and survived the hard times quite well. That is until early 1946. When she returned to the flat one day in February 1946, she found my grandmother dead. In the end, at her age of 58 she had not been able to fend off two soviet men who had first raped then strangled her. Both the culprits were still lying drunk and fast asleep in the flat. My mother went to the police in good faith and reported the murder, after all the war had been over for almost a year and law and order had been re-established. Perhaps she also felt sure about it, as she lived in the American Sector of Berlin. The State Prosecutor took the case anyway and began to make enquiries.

Three weeks later, on March 25th, the Headquarters of the Soviet Military Command in Berlin requested the file, which since then has disappeared. At the State Prosecutor's Office there is only a memo of the request and a note that the file was never returned. Only five weeks later my mother was arrested by Soviet soldiers in Senftenberg and sentenced to 15 years hard labour by Soviet Military Tribunal on July 11th 1946 for alleged spying for a foreign intelligence service.

In order to serve her sentence she was sent to the special camp at Torgau. Here she got to know a young Ukrainian, who was serving as a guard there. The guard came from the small town of Grischki in the Ukraine, where he had been born in 1925 as the youngest of five children. He started school at six, but had to leave after two years to work on an a farm as a shepherd boy. At this time in the Ukraine there was a wave of hunger of unbelievable proportions due to Stalin's methods of forced collectivisation, which claimed about 7 million lives. By making him work at this age the parents could ensure that the boy survived. When the German Army invaded the Soviet Union he was 15 years old and had direct and close experiences of the horrors of war. In 1943, at the age of 18, he was brought to Germany as forced labour. First of all he had to work in the town of Brandenburg in a tank factory. In August 1943, together with other forced labourers, he escaped from there, but was recaptured on the German-Polish border and handed over to the Gestapo. He was imprisoned in the Gestapo-prison in Schneidemühl and thereafter in Deutschkrone, where he was set free at the end of the war by the Red Army.

Following his release he was first threatened with the fate of all Soviet forced labourers, as a traitor to the fatherland he should be shot. By a lucky circumstance he managed to avoid this fate. Just behind the front a new unit of stragglers from the Red Army was being formed, so instead of being shot he was pressed into the Army. However, first of all he had to go into a military hospital, where he still was at the end of the war, then after a short period of training was posted as Sergeant of the Guard to the special camps of Buchenwald and later Torgau. Former prisoners describe him as a shy and pleasant chap. Despite his previous experiences this man fell in love with a prisoner at Torgau, my mother. Although both of them must have known the risk they were taking, a relationship developed between them. Whenever it was possible, they met. Therefore, during his watch, he was always leaving his post, which was then unmanned, whilst my mother was always breaching the rules and regulations so that she might be put into solitary confinement as a punishment.

All this came out at the trial before a Military Tribunal of the Internal Troops on February 28th 1948, a copy of which I managed to get hold of a few years ago, as eventually their relationship resulted in my mother becoming pregnant, of which the camp administration became aware. Someone betrayed them however and my father was arrested and also imprisoned in Torgau. Both of them underwent numerous interrogations but my mother refused to name the father right to the end. However, he confessed to the relationship in order to bring an end to the matter and in the hope of a light sentence. For the crime of having sexual relations with a German woman he was sentence to 6 years in the Gulag and deported to Siberia. He left Torgau on 17 April 1948 with 900 other prisoners and was deported to a camp in Sukhobesvodnaye in the USSR. He and my mother never saw each other again.

One day later I was born. A few days prior to the birth my mother had been transferred to Bautzen, where I came into the world. When I was 6 weeks old, we were send to Sachsenhausen. We lived there in two barrack huts at the edge of the camp in miserable conditions. One of three prisoners died, regardless of whether they where old or young. It was left up to the camp authorities to decide how to deal with the fact that there were children present. We had no cloth, no nappies, no shoes or anything else. One woman told me that we used clothes from people who died. The mothers had to make do somehow and so it is no surprise to me that not all of the children did survive.

In 1950 the special camps in the GDR were shut down. But the nightmare story didn’t end for all mothers and children. Nearly all the prisoners who belonged to the so-called special contingent, amongst them 11 mothers with their children, were released, but those who had been sentenced by Soviet Military Tribunal were handed over to the DDR authorities to complete their sentences. It was freezing cold when we left Sachsenhausen in February 1950. Over 1.100 women and 30 children and babies were taken, some by lorry, some on foot, to the railway station at Oranienburg. They were transported in cattle trucks, with no heating in the icy cold, lying on the bare straw, with insufficient food and toilet facilities, to the town of Stollberg, from where they were taken to Hoheneck prison located high above the town. For the women it must have been a dreadful journey into an uncertain future. What this journey really must have been like can be ascertained from the final report of the People's Police. It does not just contain the actual details about the exact number of persons handed over to the GDR authorities, but there are also statements about the transport arrangements. First of all we can find out from German sources something about the existence of the children in the camps. „About 30" it says in the report by the People's Police regarding the transport on 11 February 1950 and a further two women with suckling children were checked in at Waldheim as being on the transport before it was diverted to Hoheneck. No more was mentioned but all the same there were many pregnant and heavily-pregnant women amongst them. So it was that on 6 March, that is 4th weeks later, Johanna R. gave birth to her son Gert in Hoheneck. Then on March 26th he was followed by Viktor Harald and then on April 6th by the child of Hildegard B. who died the same day. The child of Lieselotte H. also died in the same year in Hoheneck. On April 12th a son was born to Erika R., on June 4th Heinz-Rüdiger, on July 1st Dorothea, and so on. The last one of those who had arrived from Sachsenhausen to give birth was Elfriede L. on November 13th 1950. The child was still-born and therefore not officially registered but a hand-written note made on the prisoner's card kept in the prison.

When these women, alongside the approximately 30 babies or small children, who, in the space of a few days, had arrived in Hoheneck from other camps, were admitted to the prison it was completely overextended. Children had not been catered for in prisons in the GDR, so the prison had a problem when it took over those sentenced by Soviet Military Tribunal. They could not release the mothers as the power of disposal of the women so sentenced lay in the hands of the Soviets until 1954. They were unable to make a ruling solely about the children, who had not been sentenced, but were „appendages" to the women. A solution was sought and it was probably Ellen Kuntz from the Land administration of the SED in Saxony who found this solution. At least she was named in the records of the People's Police as having been responsible for the following: One day small buses drove up to the prison and then several things happened: some women were told that the children had to be examined by a doctor, or had to be photographed and whilst the women were waiting in their cells, the children were led out of the prison and loaded onto the buses. Later, the mothers themselves had to put the children onto the buses; this was frequently done by force. At this time the youngest child was just eight weeks old and the eldest 3 years.

Without any sort of consideration mother and child were torn apart and parted for years. All the women I questioned found this a massively traumatic experience that only healed years later, a long time after their release from prison. These actions had been instigated by the then State Secretary for Ministry of the Interior Hans Warnke, and carried out on February 28th 1950 via the Mother and Child prison governess and in the ministry for Work and Health by Käthe Kern. For all the mothers, including mine, the world fell apart.

The state of the women after they had been parted from their children was described in a moving report by a member of the Evangelical Church in 1953:

„Amongst the women who had been robbed of their children was a Mrs. D. from Sachsenhausen. Her small daughter had died in Sachsenhausen. Shortly afterwards her friend gave birth to a child but died shortly after the birth. Frau D. took the small girl to the nursery and looked after her lovingly. She had a small picture of her own daughter, which someone had drawn for her on a piece of paper. She was much attached to this picture and kept it hidden away as drawings of this kind were forbidden in the camp. After the child she had adopted had been taken away from her, the guards also took the picture of her own daughter. Fran D. suffered a nervous breakdown. The despairing cries of the woman could be heard all day long even outside the prison."

I do not know how much the loss hurt my mother. She did not say very much about it later. From the records of the prison, which were made about her, it emerges, just how much she missed me. Was she, as I can gather from the documents I have managed to acquire in the meantime, in the beginning always full of resistance to her tormentor, as can be seen from the punishment book, of the prison, where all the talk is about rebelliousness towards the guards, but this resistance was broken down more and more with time. Added to that, as with all the prisoners, her health slowly deteriorated, due to long years of under nourishment. In the end her resistance was broken and, like all the others she went around during the day in silence. As she stated in her personal record written for the prison on her release: „After my release I want to work in a mine or some other like occupation and thereby ensure a secure future for my son..... [and] in doing so, also prove that I am a full person." I think she was a full person her whole life long.

The children were taken to a hospital in Leipzig. The report of the then matron of the hospital lies in the archives of the deacon of the Evangelic Church of Germany in Berlin. She herself fled to the West in 1951, and in January 1953 wrote about her experiences. So, in early 1950 she had received instructions to install a children's ward in her hospital immediately, and to expect 20-30 small children that very evening. The hospital on Waldstrasse at that time had 350 beds. The hospital did not cater for babies.

She succeeded in procuring the most necessary items such as nappies, blankets, milk bottles and beds and made one storey of the hospital into a children's wing. Late in the evening the next day the first 10 children aged between 9 months and 3 years arrived. The accompanying officer told her that the children did not have any names and should be handled under the heading „Children of the Land government”. She was forbidden to raise index cards about them. Apart from that she was to ensure that no word of this was made public.

On the following day the matron of the hospital tried to acquire ration cards for the children. At first the ration office refused to issue ration cards for children with no names. She then managed to get some metal plates with a number for each child from the People's Police, which were hung round the necks of the older children and on the beds of the babies. Only then was the ration office prepared to issue ration cards and later tickets for shoes for the children, as none of them had proper shoes. They had primitively-fashioned little shoes made from canvas. The name “Sachsenhausen” had been sewn into the children's socks.

After a few days a further delivery of another 15 children arrived. The matron of the hospital seized the moment when she was alone with the police doctor to ask urgently for the names of the children. She realised that a child could die, and that the manager of the cemetery would never accept a body without a name. That made everything clear to the doctor, who placed the files at her disposal for an hour. Humidly she wrote down the names at the same time establishing the fact that the mothers were prisoners in Hoheneck prison near Stollberg. The files also stated the crimes the mothers had committed - illegal border crossing, spying, sabotage. The mothers had all been previously imprisoned in Sachsenhausen.

Nearly every child had a bundle, in some cases with adult things and frequently with a heart­rending letter from the mother, written on torn scraps of paper with a piece of plaster or coal with details of the habits of the child as well as a request to treat it kindly. There were also wishes for the child to be handed over to certain relatives. Tips such as „Sascha has only ever slept in my arms, be good to him,” or „Be nice to Dag, he has never known a bed”, these and other such deeply moving requests were frequent. The staff of the hospital tried to keep up with everything, but at the beginning it was very difficult, because the children were crying night and day for their mothers. It was also difficult to calm the babies, as some of them had only just been weaned. Five of the smallest children, whom the mothers could not wean so quickly, without avoiding doing them harm, did not come on the transport. They were later taken to children's home in Dresden.

Naturally the existence of the children could not remain a secret and after a little while the grandmother of one of the children turned up from Gera demanding the child be handed over to her. The matron of the hospital had to refuse this request, but reported it immediately to the Police President. Very soon afterwards a second incident occurred. A father from Hamburg arrived and demanded his child. He had been arrested with his pregnant wife in 1946 and taken to Sachsenhausen. He had been released in January 1950, but his wife and boy had been taken to Stollberg in February 1950. At the hospital in Leipzig he went at once into the garden and called his son. The little one ran to him immediately and they threw their arms around one another. But he too had to leave the hospital without his child, and was lucky, one could now say, to be pushed back across the border to the West under guard by the People's Police.

After these two incidents “the children of the government” could no longer be concealed. The matron of the hospital was now permitted to write letters to the relatives and very soon thereafter 9 grandparents or other relatives arrived to take the children away. The father from Hamburg sent a sister from the evangelical mission to pick up his son. At the end there were 16 children left in Leipzig hospital, which the Police President scornful said no-one wanted. Eventually, in November 1950 there were transferred to three children's homes in Leipzig.

On the instructions of the Police President each child was given a change-of-address and ration card with their full names. The Waldstrasse hospital served as the last place of residence and also the place of birth. The children were termed as orphans. The whole exchange of letters with the authorities and the relatives was handed over to the Police President. According to a decision made by the Ministry of the Interior in 1952 these children were to remain in the GDR.

The mothers in prison were told that their children were now in a children's home, that they were well and that the State would be responsible for their upbringing, by which an upbringing in the socialist spirit was guaranteed. In some cases the mothers were permitted to write to their children occasionally, but any visit by relatives of the family living in freedom was prohibited.

Now and again during their term of imprisonment some mothers received photos of their child, which had probably been taken by supervisors in the children's homes on the instructions of the State. The women said they were only allowed to keep these photos for a few hours to look at before they had to be handed back and placed in their files.

From this point onwards all traces of the children disappear, as, in the meantime, all documents concerning them cannot be found. In none of the town-, district- or state-archives, nor in the Federal archives, to whom I wrote, could any documents concerning the homes be found. In response to a request the mayor of Naunhof wrote to tell me that the files concerning the children had been burnt in 1966/67. According to him, this happened: ,As they were in unusable, mouldy condition". Much the same happened with the documents for all the other children's homes.

From 1954 the GDR received the right from the Soviet Union to dispose of those sentenced by Soviet Military Tribunal and they began to release them in installments. In July 1955 my mother's sentence was reduced to 10 years and on 31 March 1956 she was released to the Evangelical Church in Berlin-Teltow, the only address that she could still give. From there, she went to West Berlin and registered herself at the refugee camp in Marienfelde where she met a man who had returned after having been a prisoner of war in Russia for eleven years. They got married that summer.

From the very first day, my mother tried to fetch me to the West. She wrote to the Red Cross, the German government, the East German president, Wilhelm Pieck and I don’t know who else. But nobody wanted to or was able to help her. Eventually she was directed by the Central Organisation for Political Refugees from the East to organisations in West Berlin; the Research Commission for Independent Lawyers (UfJ) and the Struggle against Inhumanity (KgU) led by Rainer Hildebrandt. There they planned my abduction. A middleman was supposed to talk to me on my way to school in Seiffen and then bring me to West Berlin. In order to prove that I was really her child, she needed a birth certificate. But my mother couldn’t produce one, as we only existed as an entry on our mothers’ prison record cards. I only got a birth certificate after I had arrived in the West. This was only possible after several of the former female prisoners confirmed that they had witnessed my birth in Bautzen.

It was only 45 years later that I found out from the Stasi (East German secret police) files how my mother had managed to suddenly and indeed legally fetch me to her in the West. In 1954 (I am not exactly sure how long I was there) I was not in a home but staying with a family. The daughter was a trainee at the children’s home and her parents wanted to take me in. It is all just a fuzzy memory as after all it was the first time that I was not in a camp, a prison or a children’s home and I couldn’t get my head round it. But it was only a short time. The prison leadership informed my mother that a family wanted to take me in. She found out the name and address of the family from a questionnaire that gave my current whereabouts. She was very desperate and afraid that she was going to lose me forever. The only a way out she saw was to work as a spy for the MfS (Ministry of State Security)! She signed a contract and I went back to the children’s home.

Just before her release in March 1956 she was handed over to the “Soviet friends” with written permission from Erich Mielke. Because she spoke Russian and was an interpreter, she was given the job of spying on the Russian exiles organisation and the Orthodox Church in West Berlin. But there was also a problem – she was not trusted. Comrade Süß of the Ministry of State Security wrote in his report “Without the existence of firm pledges, we cannot consider her entirely trustworthy”. I am not sure who came up with the solution, the KGB or the Ministry of State Security but my mother was sent to the West and I had to stay in East Germany as a “firm pledge”. A conversation with the head of my children’s home took place in which she was given the instruction not to release me to anyone without reference to an agreement of the Ministry of State Security and to keep quiet about it.

As already discussed, my mother secretly tried to get me out of East Germany but without success. She did not know that the Ministry of State Security knew about everything nor that the Stasi (state police) had its eye on the Research Commission for Independent Lawyers and other groups. In desperate letters to her commanding officers First Lieutenant Hüttner and Second Lieutenant Süß, she begged that I be allowed to come to her but without success. 

It was only in 1957 that the KGB and the Ministry for State Security were convinced by her good work and at the age of almost 9 I was at last allowed to go to her. But that was a mistake and shortly afterwards all contact to her was stopped. As Colonel Trubnikow of the KGB wrote, all her reports were made up and nothing she had done could be turned into any concrete. But the “firm pledge”, me, had been lost.

Since then I have led a so called normal life. We lived in a really quite part of Berlin. Her husband adopted me a few years later and I took the same surname as my mother. I remained the only child and as such was spoilt. I studied, married and today have children and grandchildren. Since 1990 I have worked as a historian and training consultant. In the meantime in the course of my work I have found more than 80 children, who were born in soviet special camps and some of them meet their mothers now and again. We exchange remembrances and try to help each other.

So, finally, there just remains the question of what happened to a Russian sergeant, who had been sentenced to six years in a prison camp in Siberia for his love of a German prisoner. He survived the Gulag and was released into freedom after six years. However, he had no money and therefore was unable to return to his mother and sisters in his home town.

 They were still alive and he had not seen them since he had been transported off to Germany in 1943. They had written to tell him that his father and one of his sisters had starved to death during the war. So he remained where he was and started work for the railway. During the time he had spent in the camp he had got to know a woman, whom he then married. Together they had four children.

He had not thought about a certain German prisoner for a long time, nor about the child that he had never seen. In all the years I too had never looked for him. I lived in the belief that he was dead, as my mother had been told he had been sentenced to death for his crime. It was 1997, when I received some documents from Moscow by the German Red Cross, that I found this was not true. I began to search for him and I was very lucky to find out where he was living.

In 1999 I visited him for the first time in Russia. In 2000 he returned to Germany on a visit for the first time after all the years, because he wanted to see his grandchildren. It was not an easy visit for him and he had hesitated a long time before making it.

After that all he only had one more wish: After my grandmother had reached the incredible age of 102 he wants to live one year longer so he can tell everyone this story.

His wish didn't come true; he died on Christmas morning 2004 in the age of 79.


Under Stalin's dictatorship at least 122,671 Germans were imprisoned  in so called "special camps" in Germany from 1945 until 1950.  As stated in the official closing report issued by the administration of the special camps in 1950, 42,889 of these internees did not survive.  This is equal to a death toll of 36%. Many of the prisoners died of hunger or illness; they were too weak to endure the harsh conditions of the camps.


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My Mother 1955

My Father 1943 in Germany

My Mother and Grandmother

Camp Buchenwald 1946

Kinderheim Naunhof 1951

The Last Picture 1957

1999 in Russia

With My Daughter on the way to my mothers grave

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2001 in Germany

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